for the first time in my life.... i went to swensens! bahaha. and it made a hole in my wallet. damn. i am so not gonna go eat thr anymore. if i were to, prolly only once every 6 mths, unless of course sumone treats me thr. *smiles CHEEKILY*. and sumhow, i dun feel comfy thr, the same way i dun feel comfy eating at pizza hut. for reasons i too dun noe and dun understand. so yeah... mac, kfc, ljs and MARYBROWN are fine. damn marybrown is sooo style. eat while swinging on a swing. soooooooo.... childishly romantic. bahaha. k off i go now, but remember these words a friend once told me,


May the force be with you~


Went tru my passport juz now. besides malaysia, dis are other places ive been to.
16 Nov 99 - Los Angeles, USA
18 may 04 - Christchurch, New Zealand
yea. juz feel like posting tt. haha.


"The great things about ??? is when you look in her eyes, and she's looking back in yours, everything feels not quite normal, because you feel stronger and weaker at the same time. You feel excited, and at the same time, teriffied. The truth is, you don't know what you feel, except you know what kind of man you want to be. It's as if you've reached the unreachable, and you weren't ready for it."

now... which of u remembers whr tt came from?

Its just too beautiful. The sweetest i've ever heard. Loved it and still does.






now i shld be studying. but the home is full of distractions. and the guy upstairs is busy drilling holes in his walls. maybe he's making his house holy (HAHA). And today is the last possible wkend i can study. Cos next weekend i'll be gone. Gone to take my rightful place as the prince of malacca. I'll be too busy to actually study den. So, i hv ard 4days to study my Engineering Mathematics. Sumhow tt sounds terrifying. I should be panicking. Ok. *panics*


ouh well shld tell abt happenings in life ahh. semalam was monday. ok. came sch at 10. came to listen to the crap of the ugly irritating teacher. im ok wif the fact tt ur ugly... bt irritating? BLEAH! u r the worst teacher ever. dun u noe manners? ppl speak, u dun interrupt. lemme count how many times i rolled my eyes at u. hmmm.... i thnk its 325136466537 times. so wadeverrr...

den it was IDEAS class. like every other IDEAS lesson, me and my 3 indian classmates went in 3omins late. does the lecturers care? nope. dey r too busy listening to the presentations. so den my grps turn to present. i introduced, i tokked den i passed to my other grp mate, den i sat behind the table and happily sms-ing. sms raudah, sms fitri, sms hidayah, sms farhan. and no. i diden sms nisah. im doing rehabilitation to my 'drug' addictedness. so aft presentation all, had to do survey. "Q: Ideas for improvement?"... "A: Improve the idea lor". So tts it. went to comp lab do some computer aided design practising. as if i need any. whahaha. so ego. mentang2 distinction tu budak. =P. den ard 3.10 went off.

Reached tamp int. went challenger toilet. tt toilet is so empty i tell u. well usually. thr was a guy thr when i went in. or at least i thnk thr is. Eh of course thr is. he was toking so loudly from the cubicle. orr maybeee... it was the I-Tok-Loud ghost. hmm... tt wld be weird. so aft tt went challenger. look at games. same thngs since i last came. so boredly, i arranged the games thr nicely. *Note how bored i was*. so den went out of challenger and stood by the escalator. den hidayah came. den we walked ard aimlessly. yea. the word for tt day was 'aimlessly'. waited for shida and wani to come ahh. den we decided to wait at the 10 alight ppl place. den fahmy came. den 10 came. den shida and wani came. den we walked ard and ard and ard until fatin and raudah came. den again we walked ard and ard and ard.

when dey decided to eat, shida wanted to go home. so fahmy and shida left. den, i felt odd. really odd. oddly odd. 4 girls tokking wif each other and im a left out. well not all the girls were tokking. raudah was quite and used hand signals and actions instead. i swear i tot she was drunk. so i thnk i saw my cousin. she's married. she was wif her husband. sitting at mac. i thnk dey saw me. but i pretended nt to see. bahaha. im evilll. well u wld too! so aft dey ate, i was saving money cos i need money cos wadeva... fatin and wani went home. i accompanied raudah and hid to library, return book. den we walked to raudah's bus busstop. waited till her bus came, den i walked hidayah home den i went home lah. blame fitri for not being thr to send her home. *winks*

So took bus to int. in the bus, i msged... urm... lets juz say i cldnt ctrl my addictness. she replied. ok. den i diden reply back. yey tts the way. bahahaha. reached home den do wadever.

So today pulak... today was nuthng much day lah. juz had the computer aided design test. it was easylah. den maths. den 3hr break. played soccer. den go principles of electrical electronic engineering tutorial. guess wad?! i got lowest for general performance. 70/100. guess im the baddest of them all ehh. bahaha. i thnk cos i absent 2 times w/o reason and late one time. cant help being absent. u wld be so lazy to actually wait 3hrs for the next lesson. tts juz so... dumb.

Bleah... took the train hm aft tt and had to stand all the way from dover to tampines. with my injured knee. ouh yea. injured knee. cant go flrbl trng tmr. wahaha. i restrict myself to one trng every wk. juz one. tts y i quitted playing for a club anyway rite. well one of the reasons ah..

so yeah... bubbyes. gonna meet up wif frens tmr. yey. gonna do some shopping tmr, i thnk, alone. not yey. bleahh. bored. missing. torn.


*dances away*


Thr it came again
my heart a sudden pain
like its been hit by a cane

and my head's spinning
my eyes aint seeing
wadehell, am i fainting?

it all went black
ouh no i wasnt whacked
muz be food tt i lack

i'll eat later
hv some supper
why not? wif koko and hooper.

so tmr i aint schooling
i'ved finished my soldering
teacher's done the marking
so bleah! i'll be home sleeping!

ya noe wad i wanna do?
do some shopping, tts true!
buy some clothes red white or blue
and wld be nice to get a shoe

but no i cant spend so much
my savings aint tt large
save up tts wad i gotta do
use to buy presents for a fren or two

ouh yea im toking in rhymes again
izzit a rap or juz sumthng lame?
or maybe its all the same
hahah! dis wont get me any fame

so i'll be leavin
hope u enjoyed my bloggin
i'll come back when its borin
insya'allah, amin~


Yesterday's friendly suckeedd. Why?

Cos SIM sucks to the max. they play rough and their keeper is a bloody PUNK. nak carik gaduh jer. And the ref who was a girl from SIM, diden noe how to ref! Bahahahah. Was i angry. but not as angry as azfar. hu got into 2 fights. khakakakaka. WAY THE GO!!

we lost 5-4. Dey were lucky. We were leading. Only tt we lost concentration in the 3rd period and tt the ref was... "fair". Nonetheless, it was an ok game. assisted 2. diden score tho. hahaha. wadeva.


today went to 'school'. hahaha. went to airport instead. saw rasyidah pt tamp int. saw a girl in dragon shirt from far. tot it was tt someone else cos she was wearing dragon hse shirt on tuesday. but den tgk, it cant be her, she's darker. bahaha. so diden realise it was syidah until i squinch my eyes and she waved. so i waved back and walked off. took the train and msg syidah. hahah. den at tanah merah mrt, saw badrunnisa. once again, i stared and squinched my eyes to see. well she too did the same. hahha. so she going expo wif her frens. ok. off to airport. den breakfast, blablablabla. den went pray at moulana. the one at raffles place. den took 196 to go to sch. den realised late oready so went down and took taxi. reached lab and did my test and aft tt helped kamarul wif his werk den laughed at music is it pictures den i wanted to go off and kamarul said i was gonna meet chicks cos i was dressed to kill. chey. dressed smartly jerrr.. cant believe the other day he tot the girl hu went into the comp lab after me was my chick. like, she's probably in yr2 and too hot for me. hahahaha. den i went off to meet farhan and fitri hu were studying at sp's kfc. whahahah. den went clementi played some arcade den went home.


THE END


smalam main bola wif fitri farhan fahmy shida raudah wani fatin and hidayah. bez... heheh. wanna do it again~!!! and i even get to see *her* in the morning! wowsa!


so wells... afterworld music is it is over. how sad. nuthng to look forward to now. even the flrbl camp is cancelled. cos sp diden give the floorball club a booth during rr one registrations dis yr so we cant get ppl to come to the camp. tt sux...


maybe the only thng to look forward to is the flrbl league. there's a frenly against singapore institute of management dis sat. dun really feel excited.





; If you want me to wait
I would wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through
If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering


today, there are weird things in buses. first, thr was a big grasshopper in number 93, den there was a rat in the upper deck of 69. the rat actually hit my leg. wonder if it passed some germs to me. washed my feet bnyk2 when i reached home. weird tau. weird giler. were they real or jin? hmmmmm....


wells... made up my mind the other day. abt whether to play for club or school in the upcoming floorball division 2. and i chooseeee~~~..... SCHOOL! why?

- beginning to dislike the coach's attitude
- lazy to go for club trngs
- many sp players are trying to get to clubs, therefore, there'll be shortage of ppl.
- sp needs me!! k maybe not. rather, sp needs ppl!
- playing for sp is more enjoyable
- able to get the number 7 jersey
- shall be sp's hero. bahaha
- morale wont go down during a game cos there'll be no shouting from coach

wells... it is more 'waaah' if i play for a club. like ada nama ah. everyone into flrbl noes abt skools floorball. like u say u play for sp, like tak heran sgt ahh kan. everyone is moving to better clubs. but instead, im going to a less better club. hahah. some ppl said to me tt playing for the club will take u to the top faster. budden, its no use if i dun enjoy it. all the seriousness is juz crap. and anyway, wassup wif coaches anyway. if their palyer makes a mistake, dey shout and scold dem. like hello? havent u ppl been players b4? by doing so, ur pulling the player's morale down and they'll play even worse. i tell u, im so gonna stay wif singapore polytechnic and im so gonna come back even after i graduate to be the coach. the nicest coach there will ever be.

YEAAA~~